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Tue, Jan. 16th, 2007, 09:02 pm

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Sat, Jan. 13th, 2007, 02:27 pm

Dear Ms. Robinson:

Congratulations. On behalf of the University of Connecticut, it is our pleasure to invite you to join the incoming freshman class at the Storrs campus for the Fall 2007 semester. You have been selected from one of the strongest applicant pools in UConn history. Your admission is to the College of Liberal Arts & Sciences as a Biological Sciences major.

I got into college! :0)

Sat, Aug. 19th, 2006, 03:06 pm

I decided to post an entry that has something to do with my life
So hey.
I just got back from a week at the beach! It was awesome, i love the ocean. I really didn't get tan, obviously since i'm pretty Irish.
I feel good, not 100 percent but i'm getting there. The only time i really remember i have mono is when i wake up in the morning or if i do too much and tire myself out. That's so much more tolerable then when i could hardly move. Senior year starts in 11 days. I'm excited to be a senior but not really excited for the college application process and all the work that goes into having a full schedule again.
Not to mention that i still have to read 2/3 of my third AP English book and write that paper. Woops.
My mom and i went on a shopping trip yesterday which was amazing. I spent so much money but got awesome new clothes, the Tegan and Sarah DVD and a new bag for school.
I don't know if i'm going back to camp as i originally thought i would for week 8. Basically my parents think it's not a good idea. I might go up for like a night or so. And fall action is only like 2 months away so it's not like i won't have a chance to get there soon.
I have an appointment to get my license, November 25th. I know it's late but it's better than nothing. I drove so much this week. I drove home on the highway today. I'm not nervous at all that i'll fail my test. I just have to learn how to drive stick so that i can have my sisters car while she's at school.
Speaking of college, talk about a stressball. I'm starting to freak out a little bit. I have so many places to tour before i apply and i don't want to apply last minute just becasue i think i have to, i want to really love the school i end up at. Oy vey.
I really like the band Lydia. They're a little emo, but it's forgivable. I also really like Something Corporate.
Alright, i'm now rambling about things that aren't really important.
Should you have any questions/comments about my life that aren't covered in this post, please feel free to leave me a comment/im me/write me a letter/send me a smoke signal.
Thanks.

Thu, Aug. 3rd, 2006, 12:00 pm

I'm so so frustrated.
Mono is so unpredictable, there's no timetable for when i'll feel better and nothing i can take to relieve my symptoms.
I'm going on three and 1/2 weeks and am not getting any better. I've had a sore throat for a week now and can't stand it anymore.
Furthermore, waking up tired makes your entire day drag.
I have no idea if i'll get back to camp this summer, i have no idea if tomorrow will be a good day.
I'm losing patience, my temper, and faith that i'll feel better soon.

Sat, Jul. 22nd, 2006, 08:38 am
mono and camp

Sooooo... i've got mono
It sucks hardcore. I basically hurt everywhere and sleep all the time.
And the worst part is that i'm home from camp. I think it's sort of ironic that while i was at camp there were times that i thought it was getting too hard, that i thought about quitting and now being at home i realize how much i'm really supposed to be there. I would have preferred a revalation in a different form. Camp was awesome for the first three weeks. I love my roomates, Nellen and Kat and i loved my job, which was the challenge course person. (A-Team) I got close with a lot of people that i wanted to get close with and that's awesome. Now the doctor just has to clear me and i'll be sailing back to the shores of Mudge Pond.
Meanwhile, while i'm here, i'm looking up colleges. Basically there are a billion that have biochemistry as a major, so i'm having a hard time narrowing it down. I really really love Clark University. Its got everything i want, all the clubs and activities that are important to me and a great Biochem program. So i'll be considering that more carefully. This summer reading for AP English sucks. I really really hate Cormac McCarthy. Oy vey. I'm like 100 pages into The Crossing and still have 300 left to go. Then i have to read Cities of the Plain and the Orchard Keeper. Not to mention write an essay about his writing style which i basically think sucks. That's going to be my thesis. "Cormac McCarthy writes like a four year old." I think my english teacher would really enjoy that. It would be a great first impression. I got all my grades back for all those crazy standardized tests i took. I got a 1950 on my SATS, a 670 out of 800 on my SATII for Molecular Bio and a 690 on US History. Then i got my AP scores back and got a 5 on AP US and a 4 on AP Bio. So i guess killing myself all of junior year paid off. I'm really excited to be a senior. I'm finishing up my driver's ed classes this week and getting my licence by the end of the summer. Furthermore, Dad is teaching me how to drive standard so i should have a car for next year. Perfect.
So Kat is coming to visit me today while going shopping with her mom. I'm wicked excited. She's bringing me a care package that Rachel and Nellen made up for me, which is wicked cute.
I think i'm going to head back to bed for a few hours and then poke my eyes out while reading more McCarthy.

Mon, May. 22nd, 2006, 09:31 pm

i resent you
i wish i was a million miles away

Mon, Apr. 24th, 2006, 12:26 am

Its half past midnight and i still got shit to do
but wouldn't you know it babe, all i can think about is you

so. hey. um it's 12:30, not gunna lie. I'm wicked tired and it's the last day of vacation, so i figured maybe you'd want to know where my life has taken me. This week was a bag of mixed emotions, some good, some bad (hence "mixed") My bday was good, i'm 17 now, not much different, still haven't seen an R rated movie in the theaters. Easter was good, lots of food, lots of family, a little bit of money, all around good time. Sunday night to monday evening i went to Yale to stay with my sister. It was sweet, i went to a bunch of classes with her. Then Tuesday i drove to Storrs, and Paige I and broke up. Not so cool, don't really want to give details. Stayed there until Thursday, came home and realized hey! I have so much shit left to do! and then i decided to go out with Mary and Gabbi for Chinese and ice cream at Rich's in Oxford. Saturday i worked all day and here we are at Sunday, (er, well monday i guess, if you want to get technical) and i still have 1/2 a chapter of bio notes to take and an AP US reading to do, which i'm totally not going to do, instead i'm going to bed.
Wow. this has been a thoroughly coherent post.

Mon, Mar. 20th, 2006, 05:32 pm
Stolen from Paige

Go to your playlist, shuffle all the songs, take the first line from the first 20 songs that play. Try to guess the song and artist of the following list without looking at my comments:

1. Oh my fair north star, i have held to you dearly
2. My life is brilliant, my life is brilliant, my life is pure, i saw an angel of that i'm sure
3. This may be the last thing that i write for long, did you hear my smiling when i sing this song
4. I wish i could tie you up in my shoes, make you feel unpretty too
5. Bright just like the stars above me, proud just like my mother planned it
6. So denied, so i lied, are you the now or never kind?
7. Buildings and bridges are made to bend in the wind
8. Oooh LA proved too much for the man, too much for the man he couldn't make so he's living a lie he's come to know
9. I don't like to be alone in the night and i don't like to hear i'm wrong when i'm right
10. Come on baby, lets get out of this town, i've got a full take of gas with the top rolled down, there's a chill in my bones, i don't wanna be left alone
11. I know i'm kinda strange to you sometimes, don't always say what's on my mind, you know that i've been hurt by some guy, but i don't want to mess up this time
12. Cried so hard that you pushed me further away, screamed so loud you called the police on me
13. I'm losing m love of adventure, i'm losing all respect for me and myself, sometimes i wonder what happens if i get down to the end of the tunnel and there isn't a light
14. I am unwritten, can't read my mind, i'm undefined
15. I'm missing your bed, i never sleep, avoiding the spots where we'd have to speak and this bottled beast is taking me home
16. Cutting through the darkest night with my two headlights, trying to keep the clear but i'm losing it here to the twilight
17. How can i go home with nothing to say? i know you're going to look at me that way and you'll say what did you do out there, what did you decide? you said you need time you had time
18. I've heard it said, that people come into our lives for a reason, bringing something we must learn
19. I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, she felt it every day, and i couldn't help her, i just watched her make the same mistakes again
20. Tonight was just great she taught the sign for peace

Mon, Mar. 6th, 2006, 10:52 pm

Today a certain girl and i have been dating for 8 months.


Happy 8 months Miss Paige Bailey. <3 you so much!!!!

Mon, Feb. 27th, 2006, 10:02 pm

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